I slowly drew the curtains shut on my life. Im afraid to let the world see my emotions

Once again I shall hide my tears of regret. Was my whole life simply a great illusion?

Why had I been born what was my purpose? A seer yet never one that sees my soul

Touching the essence of others creating bonds. Sharing sights that form from within me

Guiding many back into the light of life. Offering my soul granting the gift of friendship

For what?  I am alone here in the dark. Forced to wear a mask pretending once more

Yet I felt I lived I loved I gave all of me. At least for a brief period in my so called life

I existed I was real I was loved I was needed. A true love an honest love given freely

Within the very core of my body I felt this love. For me for the person I truly was inside

Only fate had its own plans its own destiny for me. I had let myself believe I was a rose

How wrong I really was I should have stopped. I should have left my mask in place

On the eve of my reality sat the brink of discovery. Waiting for this very second in time

This heart was not meant to touch loves emotions. Nor feel the rapture of anothers love

How could I promise tomorrow when inside I knew? Tomorrow never comes not for me

I shall forever remain a shadow in the darkness. One that had felt the greatest love of all

One that set me free of this haunting mask. A memory I will cherish forever in my heart.

My soul is screaming as I cry I know I know

Its time Time to say good-bye

Pull the drapes, shut out the light ignore the truth. Dont let hearts desires tempt fate

Become once again a mindless creature. Never again to reveal this person trapped inside

Have no fear thou for I know the game well. I invented it I created it I made the rules

Do you not know me?  Can you not see who I am?  Tis me the lady of Darknites Realm

I feel nothing love no one nor should I be loved. For to love me is to lose ones self

Look away; do not gaze upon this hollow soul. Dont let me see what life has denied me

Because I know... Damn it I know its time

Tine to say Good-bye..Time to walk away.. Time to free you from this tortured love

Before I down this mask of deception Before I turn away Before I become lost

Know this... Even behind this mask of lies

I love you like no one has ever loved another person ...

I love you even now...