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You every feel just totally lost sometimes? I do.. so I
write. At times I wonder if I will every find my way...
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A Lost Soul
Deep in the shadows of my writing,
I hide. Pouring out all of my emotions on paper. Creating feelings out of mere sentences. Showing
all of my fear and pain in poems. I have forgotten how to face reality. It is too easy to fantasize when you write. To
bury yourself deep within your words. Here I am safe no one can touch my soul. I dont have to be afraid of anything now. Love
pain sorrows they are just mere words. Its so easy hiding as you type out the hurt. Crying out in poetry words you cant say. Pretending
its all just a sad poem online. Depression can flow thru unspoken words. Torment is just another word that fills a
line. Your words added together forming ideas. All typed out set on paper then printed. Yet,
I am neither a poet nor a great writer. All I do is set words on paper to read. I can pretend I know what I am doing. Even
if I cannot rhyme my words together. So I shall keep writing keep hiding. Acting as if I know the perfect endings. Hiding
even from myself
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Epitome of Time
I
gaze with eyes that can see my yesterdays. Fate has sent me into the shadows of time. Each section of my life passing before
me. Seeing reflections of the beauty, I once knew. Watching as that beauty faded to darkness. Gazing into the shadows at my
own sadness. Wondering how I let my life get so twisted. Knowing as I watch this all will disappear. My memory is slowly being
erased by fate. My soul set forth in a maze of timelessness. Here there is no hope for my weary heart. Fate has cast me into
this nowhere realm. A soul that has no future nor any past left. Like ripples in a pool created from the wind. Silence filters
the air as I scream for mercy. Yet, for me there will be none. My path is clear. Alone in the darkness no soul mate to help.
Crippled by the sands of time I must wait. Only I don't know what I am waiting for. It has become a mystery I dwell on here.
I will remain lost in the epitome of time..
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Timeless Oblivion
Trapped
within these four walls. Eyes searching for the slightest crack. Hands beating furiously against them. My screams echoing all around me. Frantic to escape the madness
within. I can see the world outside passing by. Promises of life so close yet,
untouchable. Will anyone even notice if I just disappear? Is there no one that
can set me free? I hear it I see it I feel it all this insanity surrounding me
holding me tightly. Am I to be one of the lost forever? Unadulterated fear grasping, holding me. Only my heart wrenching pleas
escape. Oh, god I pray help this weary soul. Please do not let the confusion win again. No! Oh, lord no! The darkness it comes.
Not again, I beg, not this time. Dropping to my knees sobbing. No more, I can take no more. As the world around me watches,
I fade. Lost in this world of madness. Laughter now echoes from within. The walls
closing in on me slowly. Blindness over takes my world, I no longer grasp reality
as I smile. Twirling, shrieking at the silliness. Fools your all fools I shout!
Cannot you see the hopelessness? Well soon, you will, soon I promise. Laughing I wait for I know one day. The rest of the
world will join me. Smiling I sit I shall wait for you. Closing myself away, into this abyss of madness. Waiting forever in
timeless oblivion
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Untouchable Love
She walks the path of righteousness they say. Her eyes cast into the shadows of life. Everyone
can see the love she yearns to give. Yet, she is cursed. All that has attempted to touch her parish. Time after time, she
warned them. Graced with a deep beauty she cannot hide. For, she carries the laughter of life. This lady is so lonely yet
she is never alone. How can the fates be this cruel? She yearns to for released from this curse. Praying that someday she
can love. Still with sorrow in her heart, she walks. Destiny has chosen to lead her. For now she will let the fates do as
they must. Knowing that one day, she will win. Her head held high she smiles perhaps tomorrow..Perhaps
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A Souls Tears
My
soul is lost floating endlessly in time. Searching yet knowing it is too late. Tears fall silently as does the rain. I dare
not stop this restless search. Reality is too painful my soul trapped in anguish. Lost, searching, crying. Tears
fall softly from my weary soul. Thrust into this world of torment..
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